I'm thoroughly crushed. Its been a while since I've had this set of feelings. All that patience by my karma or whatever, was worth it ofcourse. Its going to be the last month before my exams. The month for the ultimate bloodbath. A billion things are going to happen. This is the month that aliens will choose to invade earth or better still by God for doomsday or better still by Taliban to capture Peshawar or better still by the Allied Forces to do the same.
All I want is to be still sane by the start December. My war plan is coffee and cigarettes. But smoking isn't realy my strong point. I've had my set of bad friends, they did encourage me to smoke, I did try it but nothing realy happened. A year back I smoked again, it was the same. Then I thought that perhaps I don't know how to smoke. Looked it up on Wikihow, tried it that way. The only new sensation was that of nausea. Maybe I'm just immune to cigarettes. But atleast it does give me the feeling that I'm all for anything. Losing my lungs or the world going upside down. Oh, I get it now. That might be the whole idea! Maybe not.
I'm going to try to study like the world isn't realy going to end. I WILL need my degree by the end of it all.
p.s: I get carried away.
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